Hello Everyone :)

| Monday, February 28, 2011

Soo of those of you who follow my YouTube, you probably notice my lack of appearance. When I did appear in YouTube videos I just didn't seem myself. Many of you called me out on it, and I'm not upset because you were not in the wrong. I was going through some personal things, and it overwhelmed me. I still wanted to communicate with all of you, but that didn't work out because I couldn't be my usual self. Just like all bad things and feelings, it came to an end. You can only be so sad for so long until you realize being sad doesn't help anything at all. At that point you become a stronger person. A better person may I even say.... one who can enjoy the simple things in life because you felt great pain. And for anyone who is going through something painful right now, my little advice to you is to be sad. Weird advice I know... but don't try to hide your emotions. Let it all out, talk with your friends. Do not hold anything in, because once you let everything go you can move on. You can move past it, and let it be the past. Really though what I was going through wasn't even that bad it just sort of consumed my thoughts and made everything seem horrible. I would love to tell you all what was going on, but this effected more then just myself, and so I do not feel it is my place to tell everyone. It really isn't that interesting I think, so don't even wonder or be worried. Whatever it was was is slowly drifting from my mind. All in all I thought I should write this to let you know, yes I have not been myself, but it has nothing to do with the lack of joy I still have and always will have for making YouTube videos. It doesn't mean I changed, I will always be myself. Thank you for all who cared, it means the world to me.
-Brittany <3

4 comments:

a.k. said...

i'm glad you wrote this :)
i'm going through a lot right now and i understand how difficult it can be, i just feel crazy, not like myself at all.. it helped to read this and know that it will pass, thanks :)
-katie

Sharon Landers said...

You have definitely been missed! I'm so glad you're starting to feel better now :-)

villagomez_medina said...

Great post! And I completely agree...we just have to allow ourselves to grieve and be sad instead of hiding our emotions behind a facade of happiness and then move on and enjoy. Glad you're back and doing well!

TheeFknGoddess said...

Your GORGEOUS :D

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